13 June 2023,
Namaste all,
Today I experienced a shift in myself. I had a glimpse of Amma’s energy when I visited Bangalore and mentally experiencing this energy in abundance made me both scared and overwhelmed and I had been avoiding it until now. Then I decided to chant Gayatri mantra keeping Amma as the core which made me happy and content.
Something changed the previous day as the very chant that I had been avoiding came to me. I woke up in the middle of night, sat in front of Amma’s picture and chanted the Kalidhvamsini mantra. I felt a sudden change in my third eye and felt it getting activated. The next day, I was eating breakfast while reading a book on Swami when the mantra completely took over my body and mind. I felt an all encompassing energy and went into dhyana while chanting the kalidhvamsini mantra. I felt different parts of my brain come alive and found myself in a trance, witnessing a very different dimension. I could see Devi’s lower torso, beautiful feet and golden light surrounding it. I immediately messaged Amma.
The energy remained and I decided to take a bath and do my prayers. When I sat for prayers,I rearranged Amma’s photo in front of me, prayed to lord Ganesha and started meditating with the mantra.This time the energy was overwhelming,I couldn’t even see Amma’s photo and I had to leave the room. I prayed to Amma to make my form worthy to receive her divine Shakti.
The mind is always afraid of new things but Amma is here to help these forms cross that river of fear.
Neha