Don’t cry for self realisation, there is no destination unless you value the journey. Merge with the universal oneness, that is where you will find your true self. When you pray for samastha loka kalyana then you shouldn’t entertain any thoughts which is provoking you to be judgmental about others. That other is also part of this loka for whom you are praying.
Why fear when mother is here. Walk with courage and I’m watching your every step. Be happy.