10-05-22
Pranams to all.
Few days ago I had a dream. It was an old woman who responded to something I said about light. She had a sharp, beautiful face and a big bindi, but when she smiled it was darkness.
I said something about light and she touched my foot. Suddenly a sharp pain shot through and I felt fear. In my unconscious state and in that dream I started chanting the Kalidhvamsini mantra. I kept chanting it and soon I saw that this woman was very scared. She asked me as to what I was chanting and what was it that I was saying? Her face drew close to mine and it was demonic. More than her physical presence, it was the energy she emitted. Dark and evil.
But I kept chanting the Kalidhvamsini mantra and all my pain receded. In my dream, I could never talk but I ended up screaming.
I remembered trying to say the mantra out loud but I could not! But once it came to my lips in the dream, I could not stop. Last thing I remember was waking up because I started chanting it out aloud.
My Mother (Amma), is so beyond the physical presence. She is embedded deep in my soul.
Thank you Amma for guiding me, from dark streets to solitude among the hills, with not one soul in sight.
You have always guided me. Thank you.