13-12-20
Pranams all,
I would like to share an experience I had of Amma in the night. I was already in bed, feeling very restless and sad because I was going through some hard challenges right then. I started to chant the Kalidhvamsini mantra when I suddenly felt Her presence. Amma’s presence was so strong that I started calling her out loud: “Amma, Amma!”
I couldn’t see Her with my physical eyes but She was there by my side, listening to my call. I could even feel Her hugging me with Her infinite love, care and compassion. My tears would not stop rolling down my eyes. I felt so lonely and desperate when suddenly Her love filled up my entire soul.
After a while, I got up and approached a picture of Her as Mother Durga that was hanging on the front door of the house. We were hugging each other physically as well, somehow! So much love and compassion. I felt I was in Her lap, while she consoled me and whispered to me: “Everything will be alright.”
Thank you Ma for your infinite love. Love you.
Sita