22-11-21
Through this dream, I feel that Achintya Amma entered my life.
SY : Sairam Amma,
I wanted to share with You the dream I had- briefly will tell You that through You in the dream Swami blesses me with lot of vibuthi in my hands. In my dream, Swami was not visible but You were there and vibuthi just appeared as a blessing in my hands
I wanted to share my gratitude to you Amma, Sairam
Amma: Very happy, no duality, the one who is visible and not visible are one and the same, very happy , blessings
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SY : Amma, please teach how to uplift myself when I feel low. Many times I feel worthless and people around me too end up putting me down in these situations
Amma: When you have faith in yourself then what others makes you feel shouldn’t bother you.. have faith in divine who has given u a role to play in this sristi.. Stay strong, sending my love and hugs. Be happy.
SY : Will follow Amma. Also I am smiling every day in the morning at people whom I don’t like dedicatedly (Amma had once told in a zoom session that when you get unpleasant thought about someone ,just imagine their face and smile at them). Please bless
Amma: Remove the thought that you don’t like somebody… think that your true nature is love… forgive people for their ignorance and pray that they get right direction in life.
Samasta loka sukhino bhavantu..
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SY : Sairam Amma,
Thank You so much for today’s initiation. I felt a lot of energy, a kind of boost in myself, an increase in feeling of self-worth suddenly. So, what I wanted to ask is whether chanting the mantra everyday creates this same feeling? Is that going to be the benefit for me specifically?
Amma: Yes
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My family relocated to Dubai during this time. I was very sad due to the fact that I had to give away my pet dog for adoption and Amma beautifully healed me!
Amma: Sairam, very happy for you. Wishing you blissful journey ahead 🤗🌹
SY : Amma, will my pet ever forgive me for sending him to a different house for adoption?
SY : He is very happy and well settled there. But I feel so guilty
Amma: Nothing to worry, everything happens for a purpose…
SY : Ok Amma
Amma: Once you surrender to the truth that nothing happens without the divine will, then everything becomes easier to handle, helps you to be in the balanced state. Even lord Krishna was born in one place and brought up in another place… Be happy, keep your mind calm… Everyone who comes to this mrityuloka (earth) has their own purpose.
Lots of love and blessings
SY : Amma, what should I do if I am afraid to love a person like the way Swami tells us to. Because of earlier experiences, I am afraid that I will be rejected or in other words, will not expect the same in return. That makes me think I not get close to any person
Amma: Thats ok if you can’t accept someone, make sure that you don’t have any hatred feelings towards others
To love others first you have to love yourself.. keep reminding yourself that yr true nature is love..
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After I reached Dubai in the month of October 2020, I thanked Amma for being with me in each and every stage of my life. I wanted to know the reason behind so much of a change in everybody’s lives due to the impact of corona pandemic
SY : All this transition happening is effect of golden age settling in, am I right Amma
Amma: Yes
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SY : Amma, I prayed yesterday night for You to come in my dream. You came and hugged me and whispered in my ears saying ‘big bag’.
What does that mean Amma?
And thank You for coming in my dream
Amma: Nothing… Just avoid carrying too many thoughts. Less luggage more comfortable
SY : True Amma, of late I have been carrying burden of worries and tension
Amma: Yes, be happy. I am always there with you as a witness to your thoughts.. have pleasant thoughts, stay strong.
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SY : Amma, when You come in our dreams, does it mean You are telling us something or advising us, just like how it happens when Swami comes in dreams. Or it is just that we kept on thinking about You a lot that day and mind made dreams and since You came
Amma: Swapna darshan is also Nija (real) darshan
SY : Ok Amma
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SY : Amma, in this spiritual journey, when I go through experiences of happiness or when I get to know little more about spirituality, I get so happy and when I feel I have to share with someone, there is nobody to share with.
My immediate family members and others are not in this journey. I am training my mind slowly not to complain about this Amma, but I really feel lonely sometimes.
I yearn to see my loved ones too to experience and do everything together.
Pray for Your blessings that it will happen soon
Amma: You are not alone, Amma is always with you.️ your life should become a divine message, the way you handle things, the way you balance yourself in different situations, the way you interact with others in day to day life should attract them towards this path
SY : What more to ask Amma! I have indeed done some good merit to have You.
Amma: 🤗🥰
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SY : Amma, What should we do when mind instinctively judges and only few minutes later, we realise that we judged someone?
In my mind, I told sorry to You after I judged, but how do I even prevent that thought
Amma: Continue interacting with Amma within, slowly everything will settle.
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SY : Sairam Amma,
I wanted to ask you how to handle myself when I am having difficulty to voice my opinions among people or in the house and people don’t take me seriously just because I think I am mild and soft.
Should I accept myself the way I am and the way it is and convince myself this is what I had agreed for this birth?
Amma: Family is a place where everyone should respect each other’s opinion and thinking… no wrong in sharing your opinion when you know it’s for the sake of the family
SY : So even if my words are not taken seriously, should I continue to voice out what is supposed to be done right?
Amma: Yes… but let your voice, thoughts be with love️
SY : Ok. But when they don’t consider my opinion, I feel hurt, what should I do then?
SY : That makes me feel go away from them, all that feeling of love etc vanishes.
Amma: You be happy within and be positive, your strong and good thoughts will create pleasant energies around and get the work done which is good for all.
Love should multiply should never vanish
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SY : Are You a Brahmajnani who has come back to this earth school to teach all of us to pass the exam?
Or are You a manifestation of That Brahman who has come for our sake?
Amma: I have not come or gone.
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