When Brahma,Vishnu and Maheshwar themselves keeps their Kamandala, Sudarshan Chakra and Trishul aside while they yearn to rest in mother’s lap ( Yoga Nidra) then what is that crown you think you are wearing which you don’t want to remove and keep aside when mother herself has walked in to your life. If you ever experienced the presence of Shakti within then know that the mother has lit the spark of Jagruta Shakti in you and it is the beginning. This fire of transformation will burn your Ego-your limitations in to ashes and you will emerge from that ash as light. Your heart has always chanted .. Asatoma Sad-Gamaya Tamaso Maa Jyotir-Gamaya Mrytyor-Maa Amritam Gamaya (Lead me from the untruth to the Truth. Lead me from darkness to light. Lead me from death to immortality). Mother has stepped in to your life as an answer to your prayers. Why fear when iam here. Lokakalyanartham idam shariram. Blessings.
