In your prapanchika life / worldly life, avoid all those things and emotions which are making you feel unpleasant. But in your paramarthik/ journey within, face all those emotions which are making you feel insecure. Insecurity is the biggest enemy and unless you win over it, you can’t move forward.
Appreciate yourself for where you have reached today and apologise to your own self for putting up through all that which was not necessary. Let go your limitations and celebrate your true nature. Have faith and Be happy. This moment is precious and allow yourself to live it